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Homeless by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Homeless

On this cold floor I will stay, Wasting away, Curled up under the dripping roof, This is proof, My life is hell, Into a hole I've fell, Crying silently in my mind, Left behind, By my mother who has forgot, About her baby in the cot, In the dark room where he cried, Nearly died, From starvation as he slept, And wept, A beautiful son but she was cold, Ignoring her duties as she grew old, I was left to fend for our food, In a state of an angry mood, I'm not the adult but she's not there, Not to help or show her care, Her new boyfriend was such a pr*ck, The way he treat her made me sick, Yet still she continued to ignore my

Ashes by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Ashes

Scatter my ashes dear friend, There's no need to keep me contained, For too long was I locked inside myself? Maybe, but as a painful result, I can be at peace. But you wish to hold me hostage, To never let me free, to be caged, Trapped as my ashes dance in this jar, Burning for the fresh air, to sway through fields, So release me. Please, why are you holding me so close, To your chest I can feel the jar splitting, I cannot breathe in this emptiness, Is this your revenge? To keep me still isolated? Even after I'm gone, I'm trapped. Your revenge is hardly sweet, cruel girl, You wish for me to return, but I'm gone, Just dust, b

You knew by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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You knew

I knew that she was lonely, Having issues behind her smile, Knowing that she hurt herself, Making things worthwhile. I knew that she longed for you, That she went out every night, Getting drunk with a gang, And try to start a fight. I knew that she was lying, Screaming inside her mind, Thinking about your smile, It used to be so kind. I knew that she had those pills, To escape when she could, Also aware of the blades, Stained with her blood. I knew that she tried to hope, That she went to find a nurse, To help the stinging of her scars, To try distract her from the curse. I knew that she was crying, Knocking down her fri

Give me a reason by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Give me a reason

You sit me down gently, and want to know what's wrong, I think that you're just digging, but the stories are too long, I'll make up every excuse; because the truth makes me cry, Too ashamed to bring up anything else, like how I want to die. I'm angry inside and hating, the world wants me to scream, I can't get away from what's happened, even when I dream, Promises are so empty, because all the words I hear are lies, So I'll hide behind my mask, deceiving smiles my true disguise. I'll try everything to hide it, to try escape my painful past, My friends help me carry on, but good moments never last, Why should I talk to anyone? The pa

Deserved it by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Deserved it

What would you do if I turned and said goodbye? Would you start crying, or let out a gentle sigh? Would you look at all my scars, and wish them to fade away, Or would you want for me to leave, and never think to stay? I'm sure it really hurts, when you see my flowing tears, You know me like a sister; you've known me all these years, But why do you hesitate, when I fall down to the ground, You don't hug me, or say a word, you never make a sound. I guess you want me to go, to make it disappear, The memories of helping me, every scar and every tear, So I guess it's a punishment, the price I have paid, By letting out my every urge, thr

End it by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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End it

The tears keep stinging, my heart is raw, A pounding as I hit the floor, My body aches as I beg and plead, Screaming inside when I start to bleed, The pain too much, it's been 4 years, Silently crying, hoping someone hears, The scars reminders, the pills so close, So I swallow again, another dose, They tried so hard because I let them in, Such a mistake when they see within, The side of denial, not wanting to stay, So I'll shut them out, I'll run away, Into the darkness, there's no return, The scars appearing, my blood will burn, I try so hard, then again I fall, It's always the same, so I'll end it all.

Here with me by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Here with me

The pebbles skim across our river, Where we always meet, Have the sun shine down upon Our beaming smiles, The soft whisper of your voice In my ear as my eyes close, Wishing time would stop, In this moment, And hold onto this excitement, Freedom. All the years dreaming of this, The eyelash wishes, Such hope placed on a shooting star, You may not be perfect, But you will always be here, Even if you're faded, You're never be gone, These moments are my motivation, To make you proud, To let you hear my laughter, Such joy, Still feeling your touch, My skin tingling, heart pounding, As the wind caresses my h

My dream come true by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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My dream come true

To let you know, Is impossible, Because I need you, But I'm without you, Your dreams are far from me, I can't let you see, That my heart beats, For you every time That I speak your name Or hear your voice Or see your face, How would you feel? Knowing I watch you walk, As you get further away, As tears flow down, like a river, Drowning out my voice As I call your name In whispers, That I love you, That I need you, Want you, Cry for you. That I only dream, For your hand to be in mine, To guide me higher, Making me feel invincible, Free, to scream in excitement, As my life is worthwhile, Like my dreams have come true,

I don't hate you by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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I don't hate you

You think I hate you, Because as you talk I turn away, Yet when I listen You waste my time, The moaning about boys, Bitching about girls Who are supposedly your friends? Ones you used to connect with, Ones that broke your trust, Over and over, And over again, Because you're foolish, Alone, According to you, But no, you're not, You use sympathy to create a smile, Knowing you're being thought about, But for the wrong reasons The lies, I hate the way you walk around, Acting like you're a queen, And the disgusting lies that escape Those foul, angry lips, Screaming, releasing your frustration On people who deserve more,

Linking haiku's by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Linking haiku's

Why are you like this? Stuck in this boring old world, Waiting for the end. Searching for a face, You still have answers to find, Where else can you look? Open a new book, Try to write a new chapter, Forget all your tears. Think about those dreams, Where your smile is always there Make that dream come true. Stop thinking about All the words those bullies said, Move on with your life. Forgive and forget, Revenge only bittersweet Let go of the past. It will never last, Your pain will soon fade away, Hope will then return.

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You knew by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Here with me

My dream come true by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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I don't hate you by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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I don't hate you

Linking haiku's by Distant-and-Faded, literature

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Hope For The Hopeless by Pingk-NC, literature

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Hope For The Hopeless

In a wasteland of despair, Deadly dreams hang heavy in the air, Ambitions lost, without a care, The world, your life, it's all too much to bear. The scars of pure disdain, Cover your every vein, Drenched by endless rain, Wishing you were slain. We're here to give you hope, Give you reason not to mope. To save you, dear, the broken hopeless, Because deep inside, you're just a mess.

Petal by Pingk-NC, literature

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Petal

Ruby-crimson is the petal, Silky-soft in my hand, Glistening as liquid falls, Joining the tears below. Imagining what once was, And what could have been, Beauty now lost, A mere shell remains. Stroking with your fingertips, The lingering sweeping curves, Pinching now, flowing tears, A fleeting cry for help. Tearing slowly, Whisperings of hope, Ripping still, Fading feelings, Final rupture, No more tears. Staring, captivated, As it falls to the ground, Beauty, now broken, Irreparable heart-shaped petal.

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Aug 7
United Kingdom
Deviant for 13 years
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I'm quite strange..

Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal
Favourite cartoon character: Pikachu, Tom + Jerry

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Lion king

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nickelback

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Super smash bros brawl, guitar hero

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Creative writing, sports, photography

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Distant-and-Faded

Apr 8, 2011

Sun, sweets, satisfaction

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It's warm, sunny, I've ate too much sugar this week and I feel pretty... stable, Going doctors next week though to sort out medication for moods, fantastic, such a depressing thought! Apart from that, as normal my writing is rather negative as usual, but hopefully if the weather starts to improve my mood, it will be a little more positive! :) fun times. I need icecream, it's too warm, Weekend full of drinking, jaccuzi, sunbathing and chatting ahead, Cousins and aunty down from newcastle, rather excited actually, as long as there isn't any arguments! <3

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Distant-and-Faded

Mar 14, 2011

Sleepy Sleepy

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My moods are unstable, they really are, nerh well. Coursework is overloading me, but I've been lazy, so I guess I kind of deserve to be stressing a little, But anyway, expect more poetry, I seem to be having a crazy writing spell at the moment where my inspiration is pretty weird, I'm sure if you browse through my work, you'll notice I did a poem about my cat a while ago, then there's one about a stalker... At least some of my writing is a little more positive (Watch me go and write a completely depressing one now just to contradict myself) Only problem at the moment are my moods (and not sleeping doesn't help), I keep being told I need

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Distant-and-Faded

Feb 16, 2011

Let me be hidden?

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Ah, it's been an unstable week, I've lost someone that I cared for very much and it has affected me quite a bit, i'm kind of trying to get through it, but i'm struggling.. anyway, i've been writing a lot more, but most of it has been no more than a few lines each time, the inspiration I have been collecting is slowly helping me add to them, but the rhythm in some truly suck. Lately my biggest inspiration(s) have been people around me, and one person in particular I've not been able to stop thinking about due to how many different things I could write about just because of being who he is, it's quite amazing really. but for now this is just